I’m tired of acting like I’m okay.

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Also I’m 100% positive you don’t even like me as much as I like you so I’m ripping this bandaid off now.

I keep wanting to make this deeper than it is but really I need a reminder to myself that I’m better than this. I’m better than constantly asking if I need to date you. I need to get myself to stop but I’m not sure how unless I constantly tell myself. I rationalized that your reasons are stupid and maybe you’ll realize it but fuck it. That was always a stupid way to think. I think that its ridiculous you won’t take my feelings seriously and when I try to tell you its different you won’t listen to me. I tell you I don’t want to date anyone else and you won’t listen to me. I’m tired of my feelings not being valid. And I need to tell myself that. I need to tell myself that because I shouldn’t be throwing myself at you and having sex with you I shouldn’t be laying all over you and holy shit. I need to be myself. I need to do so many things for myself.